SMILE LOST IN ENGULFED LOVE
It was 7:15 in the morning. As usual, I was amidst the usual hurry-scurry of going to school. “Bye ma…” I quickened my pace to the bus stop, waving hands to my mom. Maya and Meera were coming from the other side, with their chotta bundle of clothes. “Going to the river?” I passed the usual casual question, as I ran. “Ya, why, coming with me?” I loved this hearty invitation of hers. “I’ll, later… but bye for now…” I said, gazing into Maya’s wide and watery eyes. I heard the blaring of the bus horns and ran faster, waving her bye.
Is she a ‘jalakanya’ or what? I always used to ask myself… remembering her constant interaction with water… Whenever I saw her, she seemed always engaged in something related with water-like washing, fetching water and the like.
I woke up from my thoughts as I saw that the bus was fast approaching our school bus stop.
“Water, water, everywhere; not a drop to drink…” As our teacher Dr. Mathew Joseph recited this poem immersing us in its complete mood, I thought of Maya again. The various objects and characters in the poem-the ship, the sailor, and the albatross-all took suitable positions in my reverie centering on Maya. I saw the sailors trapped in her watery eyes. To my surprise, I saw the albatross, which resembled Maya some way!!
When priya- the girl who sits beside me poked me back to senses, I saw Mathew sir smiling at me. The whole class was now very alert with the giggling that ensued. Waves of laughter rippled in the class room as I saw Mathew sir in a wind-stricken ship.
Bidding ‘bye’ to a ‘river going’ Maya was my daily routine. Those eyes of hers never ceased asking “coming with me…” and I was never bored of this query… One day I must go along with her and see what’s the immense joy that she gets from her involvement with water that makes her invite me too, I thought. I began waiting eagerly for a suitable day.
One morning, I was surprised to see no sign of the usual ‘river-going’ Maya… I felt a bit upset. I yearned to see her ‘cloth-bearing’ figure with the ‘coming-with-me?’ invitation. As I walked forward with slight desperation, I saw Meera, coming quickly from the other side. ‘Hey where is Maya?’ I asked her. “She went early today, but that too without taking the soap bar and powder… wretched girl! As soon as the dawn cracked, piled up her clothes and ran to the river as if eloping with her lover…” She waved me bye and I too waved, mechanically.
Something that brightened up my day every morning was obviously absent. The whole day was like a salt less dish. As I was walking home from the bus stop, I could sense some anguish in the atmosphere around. It was evident from the cloudy faces of the familiar figures. “That river was notorious for killing people in a tricky way, since time immemorial”.
I heard this from an old man and the chattering all around echoed words like ‘drowned’ ‘girl’, ‘morning’s small bundle of clothes’’ poor young thing’… Something flashed through my mind with lightening speed! A trifle perplexed, my anxiety came out… “Who is drowned?” I asked a small group. “A girl named Maya.’
Maya…???Which Maya…???It won’t be ‘my Maya’…God, it shouldn’t be… but… I saw a crying Meera at a distance! And so it might be… I was sure…!! She has eloped with her lover…
As we had exams the next day, I was forced to stay at home with my lessons, trying to forget the tragedy….
Half mindedly, with horrible mental trauma, I opened my book. This is what I read: ‘the river curled along like a lot of snakes…The gate burst flat against her and knocked her breath away…’
Unable to bear the coincidence, I closed the book heavily and wept in silence…I heard Maya calling me from eternity…”Coming with me…?”
Article by: Deepa Soman,St.Teresa’s College